

ChaosOrderTheory 1ChaosOrderTheory by ~TheBestiolaAttacks
It's so strange.
He breaks me into little pieces.
And you
just
don't.
You don't.
You did, though.
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I wonder what she tasted like.
That wonder makes me squirm and convulse, like when eating lemons.
I used to eat lemons, whole. I loved it. I squirm now.
I wonder what they taste like.
I'm very competitive.
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You faltered for a second.
And I felt almost weightless.
Nothing matters anymore. Nothing I can perceive, anyway.
Can I perceive nothing?
You should fish me out of this. Gently.
Get me out.
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Not many of my clothes are clean.
Is this the start of something?
Natural order, leave me alone.
Ha. Natural order, keep me


City We get a glow at night. Orange street lamps, always.City by ~TheBestiolaAttacks
It's a broken hostage watch, because here everybody sleeps.
The lights stay on. When the roads are empty.
My head was spinning last night, as the bitumen was being washed.
Orange lights spinning. So, not everybody sleeps.
We get a glow in the morning. Plants and hills and houses redirecting rays.
It would warm me, perhaps, but I press my face into a pillow.
It's dirty. Dripped mascara, cheap and residual.
The nice light makes me nauseous, conditioning surrounding a new day.
There's a burn as I breathe in. There's a fuck as I fumble.
We get wind from the south. My hair
Gorgeous eyes.
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Absinthe makes the heart grow fonder